Its 7:08 and im not sleeping yet, and all im thinking of is our memories and i go there where everything is possible i know its not real but its the only thing i can do to keep u with me cuz in my head it seem to be so real. Am so tired of this envy to make it real i've done my best to keep u with me but i've failed not because i couldnt but because u didnt want me u didnt love me u didnt trust me cuz u didnt knew me! cause when u love someone who doesnt care about u, about loosing u, when u love someone doesnt deserve but in your eyes he does and you think you didnt gave him too much cause for him no matter what you do its never enough,its just a waste of time!
It was a dream first but it became a nightmare a terrible nightmare and now i'm stuck and no one is there for me to save me, everybody and everything just seem too far! And even if there was somebody i wouldnt ask him help cause he will just make me drown way too far.
So i dont need anyone! I have to do it myself i will save myself! And my God will always watch over me.